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| Heh heh. Term tests next week. I feel so unready. I haven't really really started studying. And everything feels heavy. So much so, I wanna close my eyes & pretend everything's not the way it is. Just close my eyes, sleep, avoid. I'm stressed ain't I? And I'm breaking out. Sign #2. Ha. I got to love studying. Wake up, sleeping beauty! It's time to stop dreaming. Get back to reality. Hopefully the MC will help me out a little. SAVE ME! | | |
| Gonna call Grace in a while.
Christmas is coming. Like in less than a month. Omg. Haha. The Christmas Tree isn't even up yet (Asking Nicole if she wants to set it up tomorrow. Hai. She'll probably get bored halfway. HAHAHAHHA.). And the fact that tests are coming, kills the mood even more. All the don't-feel-like-Christmas-feelings aside, I guess it's good that The Fravourites Ones are celebrating it together again. Or so I hope. I mean like, meeting up is already so hard. Going home together. When was the last time ALL of us went home together. I don't remember. But what the heck. It was really good seeing Kenneth the other day la (Sorry, I scooped off fast fast.). I MISS YOU KENNETH, WHEN ARE YOU & YOUR TER KARHS COMING BACK. Come for Christmas! Haha. The idea of cooking with Sam & Nicole makes me happy. I don't know why. Even if it feels like everything Nicole puts her hand to is poison. Kidding. But it's fun. This year, there'll be a show for sure. Is there like Rockband Christmas Edition? I think it'd be really fun singing Christmas carols. Like, it'd actually feel like Christmas for a first. Ah, we've got so much catching up to do. Nua together. I love.
For now, I've got to get into the pace of studying. Need to stop thinking about playing. FOCUS JOY WEE, FOCUS. 4.0 isn't that far away.
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| Life's going round, and round, and round, and round. It's signs then things are gonna pick up soon & fast.
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| Hillsong United, More Than Life's playing on my iPod. Ha. And I was just thinking to myself. Like always. Reminded me of the first time I felt the presence of God. God touched me. I liked it, the feeling, but I never knew what it was. Just lying on the living room floor with the player playing. That was me at 13 for you. But everything came together at 15. I caught the heart at 16. I wanna get back to that. To that heart. I need that heart. Tear down the walls. Tear down the masks. Close the curtains. Bring it back to just God & me. Take my life, break me down. | | |
| On the way to church now. Ha. Just got off school. Art lecture was kinda waste time. Hopefully it gets better. Otherwise, I still love art. & lab was quite cool. It's gonna get cooler, with culturing bacteria! Yay BMic. Heh.
Managed to visit Keryn! She's so cute la. My first kid. I love her a lot. Didi's grown a lot. From the pictures, to the first time I saw him. He's about Golden's size and growing. Big boy. & Kasie drew me something(: Visiting them is the best! They make me smile. Love kids!
>Dear God, please heal K soon. He's got the flu)): Amen. | | |
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